Story of Mine

Hey, yo Yo, where's my pen at? Need to write somethin' down Here we go I was born prematurely I almost died, at birth Wasn't showin' vital signs Mom was cryin', worst Nurses're try'na work Cursed, this revival worked Tried it, maybe, three or four times Before, it finally worked, heh-heh My dad walked out Just before I was born I never got to see his face Never got to know him I guess that I'll pull out a page Then, I'll write a poem That'll make me feel better I'll make a letter Then, I'll show him Dear Dad I want you to know, I'm happy Fuck that I'm just feelin' bad, that you had me Bad, that I was born And then, you threw me in the trash heap With everything you planted, inside of me I'm a bad seed Actually I'm scared that I'm 'onna be like you And, everybody that I've talked to Says that I'm like you Now, I'm having nightmares About what I might do We share the same blood Same veins, I remind you, we different It's the story of mine Story of mine Story of mine I want you to read On the story of mine Tell me what you can find See inside of my mind and Maybe then, you'll understand It's the story of mine Story of mine Story of mine I want you to read On the story, of mine Tell me, what you can find See inside, of my mind, and Maybe then, you'll understand It's the story of Mine Growing up, I was never popular, nah See, I was bullied, on the daily It was obvious That I wasn't the coolest kid Didn't have the coolest shit Always had my eyes down While walkin' through the school and shit Yeah, but that's the reason that I started music So, I could try to make a friend And I could be the cool kid I could try to get respect 'Cause I'm not stupid I wish I had more of a clue 'Cause, I'm feelin' Clueless Useless Yeah, tell me, what you tell me 'Cause, I ain't got no backbone But, you ain't gotta help me I'll do this by myself, see If you try to help me Then, I could never stand up for myself I could not breathe Not breathe An' I feel like I'm fuckin' suffocating I've gotta get out of the underground I'm done, with waiting I'm so fucking hungry That my stomach aches It's fuckin' aching! I guess, I've gotta make a change Yeah, I'm done complaining It's the story of mine Story of mine Story of mine I want you to read On the story, of mine Tell me, what you can find See inside, of my mind and Maybe then, you'll understand It's the story of mine Story of mine Story of mine I want you to read On the story, of mine Tell me, what you can find See inside, of my mind, and Maybe then, you'll understand It's the story, of Mine I feel like I'm going crazy Maybe, you made me Maybe, you love me Maybe, you hate me And maybe, you want me And maybe, you blame me Yo, I don't know what else to say Oh, no, here we go Listen to the stereo Everyone that used to hate Tellin' me they're here, for all Forever But, I don't think that I believe that And, I don't need that All I see, is black I wanna say, I found the light That, I can see the path But, I'd be lyin', through my teeth I don't need a map I could live my whole, damn life Without me needin' that And now, I'm happy with who I've become, yuh I'm fuckin' happy, that I'm different I'm the one Bound to make a change With this pain, I can overcome Every single song, to this album It's the story of mine It's the story of mine It's the story of mine Story of mine Story of mine I want you to read On the story, of mine Tell me, what you can find See inside, of my mind, and Maybe then, you'll understand It's the story of Mine Is the story of Mine