I’m tired of being angry but you still make me mad

I can barely recognize myself

I can’t walk alone now

I hardly ever go out, how come you still have a hold on me?

Is this the part where I’m supposed to get better?

And then you say, “I wish I never met her”

I wanna die everyday

Thinking of words that I say

Nothing hurts you, I know you can’t feel pain

Everyone knows what you did when I was still just a kid

Does it make you feel big?

Is this the part where I’m supposed to get better?

Then you say, “I wish I never met her”

Is this the part where I’m supposed to get better?

Is this (I wanna die everyday)

The part (thinking of words that I say)

That I’m supposed to get better (nothing hurts you, I know you can’t feel pain)

Is this (I can’t walk alone now)

The part (I hardly ever go out)

Where I’m supposed to get better (how come you still have a hold on me?)

Is this (everyone knows what you did)

The part (when I still just a kid)

Where I’m supposed to get better (does it make you feel big?)