Left To Loathe

Left to loathe Another day, inside with my memories Worthless, wrecked, barely breathing (so shredded) Stowed away Any sign of who I'm to be Cut off, tied and left to rot While everybody's screaming I just wanna see next dawn Out of my fucking mind I'm 'bout to lose control Suffocating Why won't you let me just feel like I'm alive? My quality of life is dead inside Left to loathe This silhouette grows Hopeless and roaming in my own home I'm begging on my knees, take me Out of my head Let me breathe Left to loathe Another day Bearing out these sheets of glass Thinking why this grip won't be released And rest in peace to dreams I had I've lost sight of who I'm to be Feeling like I'll never rid this hold on me Irate and I've lost control Why won't you let me just feel like I'm alive? Left to loathe This silhouette grows Hopeless and roaming in my own home I'm begging on my knees take me Out of my head Let me breathe Left to loathe This silhouette grows Hopeless and roaming in my own home I'm begging on my knees take me Out of my head Let me breathe All these are lights of lies Dug out and fallen to play Trapped inside with no light We fucking made our bed (sleep) We've fucking made our bed