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I never wanted kids But if you asked I'd give you two and a half Wanna let you live But if it'd make you laugh I'd give you two and a half What if I met you in college knowing what I know now? Would you want me? Would you call me over every night, spit me out? Fumble in a denim jacket, Long as time allows Stumble drunken into darkened dorm rooms Jesus Christ, I see it now I know it's depressing, but I need to think it's true Spend half my time trying to make you like me And the rest ashamed I do But I give myself away, give myself away Throw me a line, what could I say? Wanna let you live, but if it'd make you laugh I'd give you two and a half It's embarrassing, the shit I'd let you do to me I've been running from something dark since puberty I know you feel it Whenever you're near me But I lie And I stall And I do what I do til I think I've got the gall Til you want me Til you like me What if I met you in college? What if I met you tomorrow? What if I met you in five years? What if I met you, and the smoke that's been covering my eyes clears? What if I met you, when I know a little more? When I learn how to love somebody without waiting by the door, and without needing it so bad? Without needing it so bad? What if I met you in college? What if I met you in college?