Riding my bike, caught In rain

Whole Lotta nights all in my brain

just building it up high as a crane

If I let you in would you think lame, would you think I’m insane

I’m not the same as that young boy way back then

Lotta things done packed in

Some more impacting

Sometimes I freeze up

Seems it’s been bad since

Big June had leave us

Wish I could go back when

Why does the dark entrance me

Even my happiest tune, the devil keep dancing

Looking for ways I can bloom but this cloud comes out the blue like

**** who The fuck Are you like

you ain’t shit m but a fluke like

I’m forever tryna prove, that I’m worth it

Nobody’s perfect

But I’m forever tryna prove to myself that I’m worth it

Nobody’s perfect

Guess I better do better

So focused on living a better life

I forget to live

Donno if we get a second try and would it be same?

Only thing I know fa certain is things do change

We pray for forever in wedding rings

We pray we get old and we settle things

Going grey with the ones we grew with

Retrospect look so foolish

So today lemme give you your tulips

Lose you and I’m too sick. whatever you need I won’t hesitate

thankful for you in this present day what a precious thing,

Yeah I know that I do not say that shit enough, know that my ego had did you rough, I know that you question us but I’m telling you I would not make it without your love, too many a time I be acting shrug, catching a mood just because, but you be my moon and my stars and my sun and my Mars and Im working To help you trust, that you’re worth it

I know your hurtin, but I’ll put the work in, so that you know that you’re worth it

You deserve it and your worth it.