Be That Girl

How've you been feeling? 'Cause I've been dreaming that things were different When I looked back We were still intact Don't know what I'm doing Spent a few days thinking how we were slipping into that crack No, don't do that We can't go back And I'm tired of overthinking Disillusioned with believing That I'II be that girl again Tried quitting drinking I kept my distance Felt kind of good like I was back It was to distract I wanted to go I wanted to go, but I couldn't leave you on your own And I'm tired of overthinking Disillusioned with believing That I'II be that girl again Think I'd better leave I'm going home Might be the last time you see me You try to phone I don't have energy to breathe I'm better off alone And I'm tired of overthinking Disillusioned with believing I'm in pain and never feeling Like I'Il be that girl again