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Ricochet
Hip-Hop/Rap
Ricochet was released on April 17, 2023 by Str8Trash as a part of the album Ricochet - Single
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Release DateApril 17, 2023
LabelStr8Trash
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Str8trash
Str8trash
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Str8trash
Str8trash
Songwriter
Jazzmin Whittington
Jazzmin Whittington
Composer

Lyrics

Usually when I feel like this I want to run
Look at all this damage I caused
Broken feelings keep my life paused
Definitely unsure of what I want
All of the voices
I want it stop
I am afraid
Of being loved
Openly expressive
Heartfelt thought
Get me in trouble
I am so lost
I can't comprehend it
When all of my feelings
Get in a circle and start the greeting
A therapy session is what I am needing
Lack of oxygen in the air I haven't been breathing
Look at all this hurt that I'm seeing
I am sorry this isn't what you needed
I guess in a way I'm still grieving
The person I want to be is still in healing
But I loaded my gun and fired away
You took my bullets locked in the pain
Jokes on me they ricochet
I didn't mean to play you like this was game
I guess that I am not feeling the same
Took two people down at once what a shame
I can't take my own thoughts all the names
I feel so worthless how can I say
I kind of regret all that I did
I wish no body else took the hit
I really have got to quit
Jumping head first a hypocrite
Now in hell I just sit
Shots I missed I reminisce
Finally took a chance
I can't understand
How it all went backwards
I feel so bad
Also I am not mad
I'm Just so confused
Of The fact I really did this to you
Also to me
Why couldn't I see
This was just not meant to be
I'm not one to work it out
I'd rather run too many doubts
To overcome
I'm sorry I can't be the one to hold you up
I guess I was just chasing a silly thought
Chasing a high and the rush has stopped
Built it all up to watch it fall
Clearly you know I'm just trying to stall
How can I break this news when it's so hard
I know you'd give me anything I want
I'm just too scared the demons haunt
Living on the edge death it'll always flaunts
The fact that I'll never be good enough
Deep in the rough never to be found
My heart is trapped gagged and bound
Deeper in to the ground my self esteem pounds
Even in the shallowest of water I'll drown
Because I am not the girl who wears the crown
I'm the one who still gets kicked while she's down
The one who'd rather be lost than found
I guess what I'm saying is I'm broken I'm damaged
Never medicated just symptom managed
Gashing bleeding but never bandaged
Left out in the pouring rain hopeless stranded
Absolutely not a single thing handed
To me but I'll keep on blasting
Guess you can say I'm good at acting
Still taking up space when my world is collapsing
Mind is a mess and this ties it all together
I'm sorry I hurt you you deserve better
But please know no matter what the weather
I'll still be here for you to use as a tether
I know the feeling of hurt when people turn away
And if you'll have me I promise I'll stay
But if you don't than that's okay
I have to sit in this mess I've made
For you honestly I could never repay
Even though it was a sweet and short stay
I do believe in fate in a way
Cheesy I know what can I say
I hope we can go off as friends
I hope your soul stays on the mend
I really hope you never bend
I hope you learn to love again
Please keep that feeling of hope
Glass is never half empty only half full
Still so much curiosity for the world
Not me though it's just full of hurt
Keep the hope take it far away
Cling to it never let it stray
Cause I'm still stuck here in my darkest days
I fear that they will never ever go away
Keep the dream alive for both of us
We took a chance on perhaps love
You burnt your hand cause I took the glove
I'm sorry I'm damaged I'm not enough
I lit the match and you played in the fire
We burned up in passion and desire
You're vulnerability I truly admire
A person for me who truly inspires
I've taken notes I'm getting wiser
Hit the joint I'm getting higher
Can't gather my thoughts misfire
I'm caving under pressure can't walk the wire
Please forgive me my soul is tired
I hope you don't think I'm a liar
There is just too much that I require
Honestly I know this isn't fair
From here I'll learn to do better I swear
Next time I'll take a second to breathe
Cause I feel worse than the scum beneath
Those forgotten rocks at the bottom of a creek
Wish I could usb my thoughts to yours
So you could feel I didn't mean all this hurt
Written by: Jazzmin Whittington, Str8trash
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