Mentally I'm Somewhere Else

Mentally I'm somewhere else Maybe on a beach but I left my towel Maybe in the desert right by Coachella Standing in the heat watch your ice cream melt I'm not too proud to ask for help Your type a heavens my personal hell My life is full but I'm by self Cause mentally I'm somewhere else I'm in this race it's a marathon I say the words that I'm standing on 10 rounds in and I'm going strong Never really felt like I belonged Choices choices I chose wrong Voices voices audience Make your move then keep moving on We all got weak spots that we folding on We all have times when we know we're wrong The same empty streets that we walk along Then we hit that turn and we're too far gone Now we're just too far gone Mentally I'm somewhere else Maybe on a beach but I left my towel Maybe in the desert right by Coachella Standing in the heat watch your ice cream melt I'm not too proud to ask for help Your type a heavens my personal hell My life is full but I'm by self Cause mentally I'm somewhere else Mentally I'm somewhere else Mentally I'm somewhere else Mentally I'm somewhere else Where else Where else Shotgun to your dome now where you think you're going Outside no one's home so where you think you're going I try to hide a lot of thing but can't help them from showing Showing you Showing me That's the price to live in peace Got a catalog of my best mistakes An It's in my hands watch what I make How much further how much can I take When I put my entire life at stake Paid my debts every single dollar No slouching I stand taller I speak up but I move smarter Feel the pressure in deep water I'm tryna live with the pain I have Accept the feelings when I feel sad Comparing lives and waiving flags Ignore the fact that I'm fucking mad Accept the fact that nothing lasts Accept the hurt and not turn my back Fuck the people that turned there back Fuck em all where have they been at And the only people that had my back Are dead and gone but living in my past And it's so Hard to live with the fact That I let people down That I shoved people out Now I'm all alone with nobody else I'm all alone with nobody else Now I'm all alone with nobody else So Mentally I'm somewhere else Mentally I'm somewhere else Mentally I'm somewhere else Where else Where else Mentally I'm somewhere else Mentally I'm somewhere else Mentally I'm somewhere else Where else Where else