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Despondency
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Despondency was released on January 31, 2025 by The Art of Deception as a part of the album Imminence - EP
January 31, 2025
LabelThe Art of Deception
LanguageEnglish
BPM119
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

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Lyrics

Bloodshot eyes
Time keeps ticking second by second
I keep obsessing over managing every single minute of my
Worthless fucked up pathetic life
I wish I could fall asleep until the end of time
My fear, takes the helm of the love I know
I am told I have more to offer to this world
Than what I have shown
Woe, grief, pain, wrath
Seek the light everyone talks about
Surrounded by the figures that see my fears and doubts
I close my eyes embrace my fate voices whisper
There's no escape
Fear is an illusion
Stay focused, tune out
Delusions and doubts
Breathe, deceiving dreams
Desolate scenes
This is not happening to you
Despairing thoughts
Deceitful plots
Despondent I will follow through
I want to die more than you'll ever know
I have found that the truth I have obtained
Has led me to rot on my own
I wish I could be more
Than what I promised to myself
Please save me
Lord help me
For I am my own destruction
Breathe, deceiving dreams
Desolate scenes
This is not happening to you
Despairing thoughts
Deceitful plots
Despondent I will follow through
Death, etched in my mind
The sands of time
My hourglass has reached its end
Impending doom
Secluded room
To transcend misery and gloom
I am not proud of the mistakes that I've made in my life
I am negligent the paragon of failure
Self-reflecting I'm now aware patterns and tendencies
Create a vicious fucking cycle that never ends
I transcend
My will is gone
The voices led me to see this fucking through
Drift into the great beyond
Written by: Nolan Patrick Mateer
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