Who You Really Are

(Apotheosis) (Taking me down in doses) (Doses) Told me I could text if I need you there Fingers going numb 'cause I'm unprepared Conjure ways to read my mind 'Cause I'm afraid to go outside In the sun and the summer air Everything I hated has brought me here To trip over these power lines And self destruct in common time, but it's fine 'Cause I got all that I wanted, right? And I wouldn't wanna waste your night I'll keep it all to myself 'cause this part of the story don't sell, does it? I go dark in the daytime Crashing like a broke down car Then you say, "Fight the war in your head But don't forget it's not who you really are" Tried so hard for a lifeline Telling you I won't get far Then you say, "Fight the war in your head But don't forget it's not who you really are" (Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh) (Not who you really are) (Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh) (Taking me down in doses) You pull me in seven directions I don't know if I need a human connection What is the opposite of moral intention? 'Cause I redact my past every time that I realize that it's passed, and that's sad Sad as fuck, can melodrama be done? Sick of everyone acting like they're impossible to love Better numb your tongue Better keep talking 'til the sun comes up Feeling good, thumbs up I'll be fine 'Cause I got all that I wanted, right? And I wouldn't wanna wreck your night Bottle it up and keep it inside If I'm lucky I'll end up with a couple good lines yes I go dark in the daytime Crashing like a broke down car Then you say, "Fight the war in your head But don't forget it's not who you really are" Tried so hard for a lifeline Telling you I won't get far Then you say, "Fight the war in your head But don't forget it's not who you really are" (Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh) (Really, re-really are) Who you really are (Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh, oh) (Really, re-really) I go dark in the daytime (seven direc-) Crashing like a broke down (human connection) Then you say, "Fight the war in your head But don't forget it's not who you really are" Tried so hard for a lifeline (sick of it) Telling you I won't get (impossible to love) Then you say, "Fight the war in your head But don't forget it's not who you really are"