When nights go as I planned
Wish I stayed in the house
But when I leave it to chance
That shits worth talking about
I lined up all my mistakes
Till I can't feel my face
I left my label disgraced
But hey
I'm just a heathen
Chasing good feelings
I'm scared of getting of old
Losing control
When I'm the one responsible
I'm just a heathen
But at least I know
I said October
I'd stay sober
It's been 3 days
Now that's over
I love sex
But I hate feeling
Staying numb is so appealing
Swear I'm not lying
Swear that I'm trying
But my vices follow me
Hid from my shadow
Fell down a black hole
But that darkness comforts me
I'm just a heathen
Chasing good feelings
I'm scared of getting of old
Losing control
When I'm the one responsible
I'm just a heathen
But at least I know
