The Best Worst Thing

I hate that you've seen me naked I hate all those smiles I was faking I hate that I didn't just punch you That time on our date you were rude to the waitress I hate how you'd speak to my brother I hate that I considered forever I hate that the minute we broke up You stood there and trashed me on a call to your mother But the thing about these things Now that I'm looking back I can see some good in the bad Oh I love That you taught me to fight for myself Now I can't lose me to anyone else I learned lessons that no one can teach You were the best worst thing for me And I'm thanking my lucky stars For all the ways you broke my heart 'Cause I'm really starting to see You were the best worst thing for me I hate how you were fake with my friends And I hate how much you loved perfection And I hate that you stopped me from singing 'Cause you had me convinced that no one would listen Oh I hate things you'd say after three drinks I hate that when I'd share my feelings You'd play them like a chess game And I'd hold my tongue 'cause with you there was no winning The thing about these things There's no use in holding on When you can find some right in the wrong So I love That you taught me to fight for myself Now I can't lose me to anyone else I learned lessons that no one can teach You were the best worst thing for me And I'm thanking my lucky stars For all the ways you broke my heart 'Cause I'm really starting to see You were the best worst thing for me La di di di da da da La di di di da da da da La di di di da da da La di di dum da da da da da da La di di da I could kick myself for being naïve And hanging on too long And I could be embarrassed That I let you have those 3 little words at all But now I Oh I know what I don't want And I'm happy to report I got myself I got myself a good one He's listening to this song on our bedroom floor So I love That you taught me to fight for myself Now I can't lose me to anyone else I learned lessons that no one can teach You were the best worst thing for me And I'm thanking my lucky stars I found the right place for my heart In the end, I really do see You were the best worst thing for me La di di di da da da La di di di da da da da La di di di da da da La di di dum da da da da da da La di di da