Most Hated

See, I-I'on really make pain songs 'cause I always be tryna be happy and turn up But, I be hidin' my feelings and move on 'cause I ain't got no time for no pity party, I'm in my bag But, sometimes you gotta vent and get it off yo' chest But, don't vent to the wrong person, they might use it against you, that's my biggest regret in life Call me a villain, but you the one that gave me that disease You the only one I hit raw and I put you on yo' knees I kept it P, broke yo' virginity when I was fourteen, even though I shouldn't 'cause I knew that you was nineteen I just turned fifteen, I'm tryna get some money I came up wit' a plan, she was the biggest part of it I can't make you do nothin' unless I gave you money Don't lie, keep it a hunnid, you wanna do it then we done it And our bond I really loved it You a snake, you bit me in my side, but I ain't see it comin' Every day you got a different dude, it don't make sense You can't see I was in love wit' you, bashin' me on live, what I was doin? Takin' care of you Nobody was there for you, I'm hurtin' bad, it's like I'm fallin' out the sky without no parachute Name one bad thing I done did to you, I done put you on, I done taught you how to edit while we on the phone I done took you out the hood, put you in my home I done gave you money, buy you clothes when you got cold I done fed you every day, I done treat you like my own But, I'm the one that's wrong? I'm the one that's wrong? I'm the bad guy, most hated, the title of the song I'm the most hated Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm the most hated Yeah, I'm the most hated I know I be actin' bad, but I'm still a baby They wanna see me go out sad, they wanna see me crazy They wanna see me blackballed, they wanna see me lazy, until I go and crash a Mercedes Yeah, they love me, but they hate me I pray to God he take me If I call Lexi right now, she still be tryna date me Even though they always bash me, never treat 'em basic Give my flowers to Khamyra 'cause she never played me I ain't got no favorites, every single one, yeah, I treat 'em like my baby Every one I dated, I got Yanni famous, I made her to a lady I told her stop that smokin' and drinkin', I'm tryna make her to a better person Yeah, we elevatin', we doin' good, we steady workin' Yeah, I'm hurtin' (Yeah I'm hurtin') Yeah, I'm hurtin' (I said I'm hurtin') Yeah, I'm hurtin' (I said I'm hurtin') I said I'm hurtin', I said I'm hurtin' I know that you lurkin' I gave Brooklyn Louis bag, she treat it like it's worthless, the gifts, they wasn't workin' I'm hurtin' deep inside, I'm tough outside the surface Lil' mama made me nervous, hit her wit' no service Aya, she was perfect, Jayde, she realest, tat' my name, she gave me purpose Told you you gon' turn on me, everything you learned from me I love you to death, you don't know what we done been through Nobody deserves you, yeah, like how I do I'll drop a bag right behind you (Fuck, gang, a tear dropped from my eye) See, this why I don't like doin' this, mama told me real mean ain't supposed to cry You for the streets, but everybody know you mine Showed you how to get a bag, with you I took my time I took you out the trenches, showed you a new life I gave you my lil' heart, you stabbed it wit' a knife Tell the truth, don't lie I'm doin' good, but they still call me bad guy See the pain up in my eyes Hold my knees up on the floor, I pray up to the sky, I'm tryna do right, I'm tryna do right (I'm the most hated) Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm the most hated Yeah, I'm the most hated I know I be actin' bad, but I'm still a baby They wanna see me go out sad, they wanna see me crazy They wanna see me blackballed, they wanna see me lazy, until I go and crash a Mercedes I know how to treat a thot, but I'on know how to treat a lady Never had a real one, but I can learn Yo' momma really hated me, she ain't want you datin' me She the one that broke us up, she done got you on them drugs She the one behind it all, she the one that pull the straws Y'all do me wrong it's a problem, when I do y'all wrong, bet And that's facts, and that's facts (I know you miss the way I smash, the way you used to get the best, the way I used to make you laugh) (Long talks we would have, the way I used to take you out of state and we would count up cash) (The way I used to feed you, the way I used to please you, the way I used to call you on FaceTime just so I could see you) (Put you on the bed just so I can teach you, now you wit' a lame, I can't do YouTube) (I'm the most hated, I know I be actin' bad, but I'm still a baby, they wanna see me go out sad and wanna see me crazy) (They wanna see me blackballed, they wanna see me lazy, until I go and crash a Mercedes, they keep hatin')