Mass Self Destruction

Aye bet I'm gon die like this Aye bet I'm gon die like this Aye bet I'm gon die like this Aye bet I'm gon die like this Fuck you All I ever tell myself alone up in the room Through, I fume Look up in the mirror wait for Grey to fucking bloom Got too many bitches on the goddamn cellular Motherfucker trippin ain't deliver not a fucking ounce I ain't got a single thing that I ain't fucking stressed bout Get the fuck up out my face And your blood gon simmer Sun goin' dimmer What you gon do when the Grey mouth killer Start gum dripping All up in a Motherfucker face til he got no vision All of my life live in the fear Fuck boy don't try me End of the year imma still die With the tool in my conscious I might fill up my brain with the chemicals Innards are nothing but liquid imbalance I manifested I hate myself To motivate myself But I always take it too far and evade my health And erase my wealth baby I'm so selfish You know how I get when I feel like I am a blemish a weapon of mass self destruction Can't function for nothing to deal with the fuck shit that's coming I know that it's coming but still I be running In every direction but up from the gutter Lookin like I runner up stunner Dead eyes I'm blind like shutters Good drugs bad vibes in my slumber Heard voices muttering to me You should be under underneath Gimme that smile that you wear watch it crush under my feet Im gonna shout in your head till your ears fuckin bleed You never interrupt so you don't speak