Complacent

I feel more support alone then when around these folks Mom comfort my soul that's a holy ghost Spirit lift when I inhale these is holy smokes Lack faith, they outta mustard Ha' holy jokes Just a gentleman, strong mind with a gentle hand Here I stand, seeking understanding Locking eyes with my self I'm getting a gander Wish I had a plan to put in this planner That's all I'm missing cause I got a vision One day at a time today I'm gone get it Everyday I contemplate a pivot Everyday I recognize the path I chose was rigid Everyday my faith is tested, it has never given All the losses we done took man I could cry a river Far as a remember them shoulders cold as December Seek ye, cause ain't shit out here bigger And of it I'm a member Had to face it, I been complacent Stuck in a rut, forgot what I'm chasing Had to wake up Had to awaken Nigga' get up 6 AM up Foot to the pavement Act like you want it Nigga' show up Nonchalant shit dismissed just grow up I'm talking to me right in the mirror like Spread love it's the way of the God-like Naw I'd rather get it out the place that it's got That way I could get it again when you shake the spot Mr intentional Focused on the minimal Minimize my efforts Intent on what I could give to you I count it all a blessing I understand what was meant for you I see what wasn't meant for me I say Ase ase ase To one God I pray To my ancestry That helped pave this way I say thank you Learned to stop battling with what was meant to take you Learned to be at peace and see it wasn't meant to break me It was meant to make me See what I was takin for granted See the myriad of blessings In the life I was handed This flight still ain't landed Our best days are now Some way some how We must come to understand that Big facts Bruh I had to face that. Yeah Had to face it, I been complacent Stuck in a rut, forgot what I'm chasing Had to wake up Had to awaken Nigga' get up 6 AM up Foot to the pavement Act like you want it Nigga' show up Nonchalant shit dismissed just grow up I'm talking to me right in the mirror like