Trouble

I thought we both grew Pushed you away I thought I missed you Said, "I wanna stay" And then you said my name It didn't feel the same And no, it's not okay I wanna feel the same I wanna feel the same Summer doesn't feel good Someone doesn't know Driving through the neighborhood AC blasting cold And if you never plant them the seeds will never grow I'm looking at you softly But soon I know I won't This isn't what I wanted Can you say the same You keep me somewhat haunted But I have some trouble staying awake It hurts to think I knew you Maybe I never did And now I can see through you I'll put up my defense Well congratulations, now I have to go And lower expectations, its sad I'm letting go And nothing that you say is true Love is such a waste Cause when I think of you It doesn't feel the same It never feels the same And no, its not okay I wanna feel the same I wanna feel the same