Lying to Myself

I feel like I don't know you anymore I look in the mirror You used to be here And I don't even know what I'm crying for Cause its been a year Since you disappeared Lipstick stains on my coffee cup Twenty first dates couldn't have washed it off I'm trying, I'm trying, oh oh You're an act too hard to follow up Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up I'm trying, I'm trying So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help Cause I wanna believe it's true But I've never been over you Its obvious your heart don't work that way In our lowest moments, you kept a straight face It's nice to know you felt a little pain But it's too bad you told me, a little too late Lipstick stains on my coffee cup Twenty first dates couldn't have washed it off I'm trying, I'm trying, oh oh You're an act too hard to follow up Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up I'm trying, I'm trying So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help Cause I wanna believe it's true But I've never been over you I keep lying to myself, lying to myself Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help Cause I wanna believe it's true But I've never been over you So I, lie lie lie lie I lie lie lie lie like I believe it Cuz I wanna believe it Oh oh Lie lie lie lie I lie lie lie lie like I believe it Cuz I wanna believe it So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help Cause I wanna believe it's true But I've never been over you I keep lying to myself, lying to myself Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help Cause I wanna believe it's true But I've never been over you