i care so much that i dont care at all

I was younger then

Thought about doing me in

Because I hated myself and the place that I lived

Thank god I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay

Thank god I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay

And the pain that you felt

Thought it would eat you alive

But if you saw how we've been living

You'd be slightly surprised

Thank god I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay

Thank god I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay

And, of course, I know how bad I've been hurt

But I can't help smiling 'cause it could've been worse

So thank god I didn't do it, and it's all okay

Thank god I didn't do it 'cause it's all okay

Thank god I didn't do it, and it's all okay

For such a long time didn't know if I'd change

Hate to say this because it sounds a bit gay

But I'm really fucking happy that it ended this way

I care so much that I don't care at all

I care so much that I don't care at all

I care so much that I don't care at all

I care so much that I don't care at all