Microphone Song

(Hey) (What?) (Check out my new material) (Okay) I just got a microphone And I feel pretty gray Hey, maybe you should be the one to let me know if it's that great I just got a microphone But I should get new friends I used them all for ego boosts, and now I am a shell I just got a microphone But I don't have a home Where the outside's never scary feeling Paint up on the wall is peeling I can't live a life where my thoughts are in one place It's really hard to try to articulate what I'm tryna say I just got a microphone But I can't have a thought That makes me feel so safe inside my head when I start to freak out I just got a microphone But every morning hurts It's late at night and dark outside, but I can't close my eyes I just got a microphone But I can't make a song Where I truly am my honest self 'Cause that's not what the people want I, struggle to make art because I'm scared of all the eyes Someday they will understand that I'm a fragile guy I just got a microphone But I don't have a home Where the outside's never scary feeling Paint up on the wall is peeling I can't live a life where my thoughts are in one place It's really hard to try to articulate what I'm tryna say Desperately waiting for someone to give a shout I don't know if we can ever figure this one out I just got a microphone But I am such a mess Let's just wait an hour, and we'll talk about what's next