Portal

Gotta tell you about this gaslight I've been living in Deadpan eyes of who you thought was real are digging in They turn it up gradual 'till you're hypnotized Pressing down until your doubts cannot be vocalized I thrust my head in sand I left the wheel unmanned I lived a lie to try and make amends When I take my leave will I find it there On the other side of My portal My portal My portal Ghouls and demons rule while I'm here looking like a fool Twist my words and pull the strings like I'm a playing tool Feed on screams, on my cries, 'till I'm paralyzed Try to take control while I am nearly neutralized I cut my hand on a thread I pulled it on demand Leave my old self try to understand When I take my leave will I find it there On the other side of My portal My portal My portal They puncture holes in what I hold I'm going, going to another world Stay low looking for my shadow Sucking poison out so it can Grow some fangs in this life I'll be a monster that's kind Let me find that other side In my Portal My portal My portal