Better Off Worse

It's 4 AM on a school night 100 calorie life Making sure the setup's just right, just right Burning every bridge that I grace Making sure that I feel pain Getting in a bitter headspace At this pace I'm ready to go, I know You're craving for a brand-new low I'm ready to go To halt my growth And put on a show To you, I'm Better, better, better off worse You listen when it hurts too much to bear It's like I'm Better, better, better off worse My happiness is never cared for Overanalyze my broken heart As the tempo kicks up a notch 'Cause I'm Better, better, better off worse You only ever like me in this spiral of despair No, we must go back Go back to my roots, if you could call it that Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed Reliving them over and over And when there is closure, we gotta go bolder I'm ready to go Because I know My woes are a product to be consumed Now you're running low I know you want something new But what else can I do? Oh, what else can I do? To you, I'm Better, better, better off worse You listen when it hurts too much to bear It's like I'm Better, better, better, off worse My happiness is never cared for Overanalyze my broken heart As the tempo kicks up a notch 'Cause I'm Better, better, better off worse You only ever like me in this spiral of despair Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better off Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better off Better off recovering than recovered Better off hurting than to have hurt Better off in the dark than in the light Better off near death than be alright Bleed out for audience approval Tragic, but perfectly on schedule You think by now that we would've learned Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard But I'm still better, better, better off worse You listen when it hurts too much to bear It's like I'm better, better, better off worse Rejecting change to keep you there Because I'm Better, better, better off worse You listen when I'm running out of time It's like I'm Better, better, better off worse The mourning of one still alive I oversimplify the tears I cry While you tear them down line by line 'Cause I'm Better, better, better off worse You only ever like me Only ever like me When I wanna die I'm Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better off Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better off Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better off Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better, better Better, better, better off worse