Broken Promise

Is this heart that's going numb All a part of growing up Search for answers that never come Pray to a God that never cared enough Holding out for better days But all the pain just stays the same When did this dream become a nightmare An endless road that's going nowhere Feels like I'm going nowhere Will it get better when I'm older Will I ever stop the world from caving in Sleepless nights are getting colder So sick of feeling like a stranger in my skin I'm still waiting for the light after the darkness Losing hope for a new life to begin Maybe fairytales are anything but honest And happiness is just a broken promise Now my soul is wearing thin Left to die with innocence Climbing castles made of sand Reaching for anyway to feel again Oh I just wanna feel again Will it get better when I'm older Will I ever stop the world from caving in Sleepless nights are getting colder So sick of feeling like a stranger in my skin I'm still waiting for the light after the darkness Losing hope for a new life to begin Maybe fairytales are anything but honest And happiness is just a broken promise When I was young I didn't think that i could feel So alone Now I'm caught in the undertow Will it get better when I'm older Will I ever stop the world from caving in Sleepless nights are getting colder So sick of feeling like a stranger in my skin I'm still waiting for the light after the darkness Losing hope for a new life to begin Maybe fairytales are anything but honest And happiness is just a broken promise Is just a broken promise Is this heart that's going numb All a part of growing up