Confused

The water is gettin' too cold Wish you were sittin' right here, I guess I'll stay in my coat Need you, I need you alive, guess that I need you to cope Each time we speak you just sigh, guess I'll just leave you alone, ho Feel the tides rise Panic as I watch the water overtake your hips and your thighs They say it's alright, but it might be the last time You left some holes in my head, darkness is closin' again You said I'm chosen, I know it, but I'm just frozen again Stuck in my own habitat, don't care what nobody said A fallen soldier, I'm fallin', world on my shoulders again (ah!) I'll be there on the double I told you that I miss you and I'm sorry for the trouble I've been burnin' bridges, now I'm climbin' through the rubble If I get out, would you just give me all your lovin', give me all your lovin'? Oh, I just feel confused You got me doin' shit I never thought I'd really do I made some good decisions, only motive it was you Baby, you're my starlight even in the afternoon You, I know you're smarter than me It's gettin' harder to keep up, you say you're botherin' me I stay inside sometimes, these crowds been startlin' me They screamin', yellin' my songs, they think I'm the part of the beat Like I'm not me, like I'm not human, it's drainin' my energy Like I ain't been before, it's sinistry Lost the one thing I needed, you needed me You're just a memory sad in soliloquies You left some holes in my head, darkness is closin' again You said I'm chosen, I know it, but I'm just frozen again Stuck in my own habitat, don't care what nobody said A fallen soldier, I'm fallin', world on my shoulders again (ah!) I'll be there on the double I told you that I miss you and I'm sorry for the trouble I've been burnin' bridges, now I'm climbin' through the rubble If I get out, would you just give me all your lovin', give me all your lovin'? Oh, I just feel confused You got me doin' shit I never thought I'd really do I made some good decisions, only motive, it was you Baby, you're my starlight even in the afternoon, you