Dirty Imbecile

If I'm so smart and I'm so pretty Damn this town and damn this city You never give me anything that I want No one seems to really care They're just wholly unaware Of all the blood and sweat I cry before dawn But you won't understand All the things that I am 'Cause I'm crazy in just too many ways But I get that little feel When my heart starts beating, lungs stop breathing All my fibers say to run away Count my little scars, I've got dozens down inside I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile All these things I've tried, boy, be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young So don't tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere Love my mum and love my daddy Sure they messed me up but that is Voices that they left inside of my head Darling, dearest, don't you see I'm tough, I'm smart, I'm bourgeoisie? And I'll play out this lie until we're all dead But you won't understand All the things that I am 'Cause I'm crazy in just too many ways But I get that little feel When my heart starts beating, lungs stop breathing All my fibers say to run away Count my little scars, I've got dozens down inside I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile All these things I've tried, boy: be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young So don't tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere Am I good? Is all I could enough for you? I'm so scared of when and where I'll find the truth Am I good? Is all I could (count my little scars, I've got dozens down inside) Enough for you? (I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile) I'm so scared (all these things I've tried, boy) Of when and where (be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young) I'll find the truth (so don't tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere) Count my little scars, I've got dozens down inside (am I good? Is all I could) I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile (enough for you?) All these things I've tried, boy (I'm so scared of) Be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young (when and where I'll find the truth) So don't tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere Count my little scars, I've got dozens down inside (am I good? Is all I could) I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile (enough for you?) All these things I've tried, boy (I'm so scared of) Be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young (when and where I'll find the truth) So don't tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere