Myself

I dont even like myself I dont even trust myself I just be by myself I just wanna end myself All this time man i have been in my feelings Ive been doin so much work but not much healing Everyday on my own im just staring at the ceiling Lookin for a way out n on my knees im kneeling I dont even like myself I dont even trust myself I just be by myself I just wanna end myself Stuck in this place n i feel like a misfit I had my chance but it went past n i missed it Hearin voices in my head n im tryna resist it Tellin me things that i know r not true Bringin me down now i feel so blue Stuck in this place dont know how to move Lost in my ways dont know what to do Always alone Everyday its just me in my home Cant find a way out of this zone Feelin all this pain deep in my bones Heart turned to stone All the love i once had now is gone Lookin back man i should have know Now i feel that my life ive thrown 28 years dropped too many tears Hiding in my place behind my fears I lost the wheel so i cant even steer My vision so blurred so i cant see clear I dont even like myself I dont even trust myself I just be by myself I just wanna end myself