If I Don't Laugh, I'll Cry

Went out the other night with all my friends Started to feel like me again Hadn't been that happy in a while Had drinks and we put a sad song on You're oh, so casually brought up There goes my night and goes my smile 'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain And I'm reminded that it all went to waste And when my friends are asking if I miss you What do I say? If I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry Don't wanna hear your name tonight I'm finally happy, not in the mood I don't wanna think about you If I hear your name one more time I think I'm gonna lose my mind Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright But if I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry, cry Made my way to the bathroom, nonchalant 'Cause I felt like tears were coming on It's not what I planned for my big night out Took me hours just to do my makeup right If you're the reason it gets ruined, I'll be pissed tonight Either way, mascara's running down 'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain And I'm reminded that it all went to waste And when my friends are asking if I miss you What do I say? If I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry Don't wanna hear your name tonight I'm finally happy, not in the mood I don't wanna think about you If I hear your name one more time I think I'm gonna lose my mind Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright But if I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry, cry And I bet you're out with all your friends Or maybe kissing someone new, and you don't have to pretend Like you don't miss me Like you don't miss me If I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry Don't wanna hear your name tonight I'm finally happy, not in the mood I don't wanna think about you If I hear your name one more time I think I'm gonna lose my mind Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright But if I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry, cry