Losing You

I'm scared of losing you When I don't even have you I know that my heart beats But I'm barely breathing I thought I couldn't feel But I can feel no joy I take all these pills To fake that I'm happy Anxiety, toxicity When you told me you were gonna leave me I can't come up with ideas I can only write these songs I can't express what's going on If it's not with some chords I don't know what's going on in my mind You were gonna be there for me But it was all a lie Mixed thoughts every time I try to decide Every day and every night My head can't stop asking why If I should speak to you If I should ask if you're good After all you made me go through I'm scared of losing you When I don't even have you I know that my heart beats But I'm barely breathing I thought I couldn't feel But I can feel no joy I take all these pills To fake that I'm happy People come and go I gotta get that in my head They say it's not too late For me to try new things To make me feel something But I can't feel a thing I won't cut off your wings I gotta let you leave And I know I shouldn't call you And I know I shouldn't reach out After all you made me go through I'm scared of losing you When I don't even have you I know that my heart beats But I'm barely breathing I thought I couldn't feel But I can feel no joy I take all these pills To fake that I'm happy Porque no, no estoy bien Porque no, quieres ver No, you don't, you don't care And that hurts, hurts like hell Porque no, no estoy bien Porque no, quieres ver No, you don't, you don't care And that hurts, hurts like hell Porque no estoy bien, no And you don't care You don't care