Arranging words into a collage of how I suppose I feel
My mother always said that this was an effective way to heal
Still, I can't stop thinking of you and sometimes I don't know why
The crimes been done, the bodies bagged, can't face the truth to save my life
Was I too emotional
Dying on the floor while you just brushed it off
I thought you were gold and now you're gone
Thought I spent you, I was wrong
It was the other way around
It was the other way around
Wringing out the sponge in the sink
It gets me quiet when I think
About the pain a heart can soak
But never has a place to go
And how my brain is just so mean
Black and white, no in between
It soaks up all the words you said
And doesn't ring out anything
Was I too responsible
Knew you broke my heart
And I still broke your fall
I thought we had time and now it's gone
Thought you weren't counting, I was wrong
It was the other way around
It was the other way around
It was the other way around
It was the other way around
It was the other way around
It was the other way around
Heard that you've been going through some things
I almost smiled cause you deserve it
But I stopped myself, I know too much to think
I'm not someone just as deserving
So I've been going back in time
Inside my mind
To all the good times lately
To remember how to trust and that
Love is always worth the pain it carries
