So I guess this is how it starts
But you gotta listen
Don't wanna be a buzzkill
Oh god
It's all going downhill
Fuck
Reinvent myself three times a week
A bit of dopamine, some creativity
How come everybody around me
Is so fucking sad
Is so fucking sad
So fucking
Cherry joints, leather jackets
Disappointment it's a habit
We can't help it anymore
It's a shitshow
But I'm a go-getter
Took a year off
And now I know better
(AHHH)
My head hurts
'Cause I'm a paradox
Like a crashed car
'Cause I think too much
I'm a train wreck
How will they react?
When I'm actually losing my mind
For real?
You would hate that
You keep playing
Maybe we're all just wasting our time
You almost ruined it
You fucking idiot
Shit made me wanna die
The confusion is
You're an illusionist
Begging to finally get called out
