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Chsf
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Metal
Chsf was released on October 6, 2023 by Metal Blade Records as a part of the album Errors
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AlbumErrors
Release DateOctober 6, 2023
LabelMetal Blade Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM157

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Lyrics

It can't be normal to feel this way and to feel this way for so long
 Even though so much in my life has changed
 I feel so empty, I feel so empty, god, I feel so empty
 Why can't I connect to anyone or anything at all
 I can't stand to look in the mirror
 I'm ashamed to be myself
 They love me more when I'm spiraling
 Maybe I'm attractive when I'm dying
 I want to jump out my skin, run from the terror within
 An ache deep down you can't put on ice
 Bite down and wince through life
 Blistering shower or shed my coat, hairball in my throat
 I want to molt every inch that's been touched
 I want to be brand new
 I belong to no one but myself so said but it feels like hell
 Find a purpose every time, foster what's supposed to be mine
 Every time one episode ends, another begins
 No longer a phase but a new reality to contend
 Antagonist in my own story searching for misled glory
 Chasing portraits of lives past in a clone of myself
 I know what I want I just can't bear to reach for it
 Old glories cling to old traumas
 Feeling crushed by the weight of the pressure around me
 Not being seen for the real me
 Can't stand to be around at all
 I'm missing some vital piece
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