Blame.......

Think I'm tired from laying in bed

But I've been trying to find a reason to get up and feel motivated

Eat clean, try to drink less

Does the guy starting back at me realise that he's over-rated?

I don't think that the word is depressed

But there's definitely something that needs a little chemical rebalancing

Should consider my vascular health

Cause the tempo's under threat by an ever flowing stream of caffeine

Need a little sabbatical from myself

Is there instructions for a factory reset?

So sick and tired of the weak days

Tried to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame

Like an endless algorithm of lazy

I'm avoiding the problem

I've only myself to blame

Then there's a little procrastination

I've been filling in the time with just a series of empty spaces

Want to sleep through the war in my chest, in my head

Can I file it away with all the other lost cases?

I've been dealing the dope to myself

I'm a victim of a crime in the books that I've never read

Can I rise to the heights that I set as a cocky seventeen year old

And save us all before it's too late?

Say it's never too late

Make integrity wait

So sick and tired of the weak days

I've been trying to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame

Like an endless algorithm of lazy

I'm avoiding the problem

I've only myself to blame

So sick and tired of the weak days

I've been trying to turn a corner but I've only myself to blame

Like an endless algorithm of lazy

I'm avoiding the problem

But I've only myself to blame

I'm below low

Let it go, let it go, let it go.