Closest thing to Closure

I took a break from the bottle But I taste you when I smell tequila I went and got a new apartment I think it's haunted 'cause I still feel ya Put some tears and some miles on this pick-up Cleared the walls, burned the pictures that I ripped up If you called me tonight, I think I wouldn't even pick up Or would I pick up? Am I ever gonna get to get drunk downtown And hear our song and not break down? Am I ever gonna wake up next to someone new And see the sun rise and not see you? If it's never gonna be over, over I guess I'd have to take the closest thing Closest thing to closure, oh-oh-oh I ain't sleeping in your t-shirt But it's in my top drawer, one day I'll throw it away Ain't taking that back road Where we first kissed, but I almost did today Do you know that your momma still texts me? Saying how much she hates that you left me Got you out of my head, so I never let it get to me Or does it get to me? Am I ever gonna get to get drunk downtown And hear our song and not break down? Am I ever gonna wake up next to someone new And see the sun rise and not see you? If it's never gonna be over, over I guess I'd have to take the closest thing The closest thing to closure, oh-oh-oh The closest thing to closure, oh-oh-oh Tried everything, yeah, even quit drinking Turns out I can't quit feeling Hearts never heal, but I think mine's healing Some days I still can't help thinking Am I ever gonna get to get drunk downtown And hear our song and not break down? Am I ever gonna wake up next to someone new And see the sun rise and not see you? If it's never gonna be over, over I guess I'd have to take the closest thing The closest thing to closure, oh-oh-oh The closest thing to closure, oh-oh-oh The closest thing to closure oh-oh-oh The closest thing to closure, oh-oh-oh The closest thing to closure