Next to you

Maybe it's the fact that I can't go back now Maybe it's the rivers, they're much calmer now I can hear the storm knocking at my door And I just wanna answer I think I know its name 'Cause I'm the one to blame Always chasing a disaster Now I have to leave, just so I can breathe Please don't tell me that you miss me It's too late to change, I just need a little rain I'm just looking for a better me Ooh I can't be those things next to you Ooh I can't be those things next to you I thought we'd be forever, but I'm changing like the weather Up, down, got scared so I went and cut my hair As our words they lose their meaning I just need to feel that feeling And it's too late to change I'm already on a plane I want it faster, chasing a disaster Just so I can pick up all the pieces Put them back without a reason When I'm there, even if I'm scared Please don't tell me that you miss me I wanna be better I wanna be new But I can't be those things next to you Ooh I can't be those things next to you Ooh I can't be those things next to you Ooh I can't be those things next to you I wanna be better I wanna be new But I can't be those things next to you