Griffen's Song

If this is real life I miss my illusions Ocean sounds on your back porch Waitin' for you to come home each night You say I'm too young Laugh at my confusion Summer break has been over now For long enough To mean our goodbyes So I stay stoned Missing California Wish I could stay with you again And not wake up To thirty two and snow Pretending to be grown And used to it And I say home Is wherever each day feels new I don't wanna make do Workin' off these loans Stuck in my head Should be in your bed Where I'm useful though So I'm thick-headed well You're pretty thick yourself Forgetting how it felt Don't make me sell you on All the things that I know That you knew were true Come on you remember Sunday mornings When we'd play Alice Phoebe Lou With coffee warmin' Try to pick a breakfast spot Like it was so important Just to skip it and stay in bed Instead So you could let me love you Now I stay stoned Missing California Wish I could stay with you again And not wake up To thirty two and snow Pretending to be grown And used to it And I say home Is wherever each day feels new I don't wanna make do Payin' off these loans Stuck in my head Should be in your bed Where I'm useful though Well I can be the young one Who doesn't understand As usual I know And you can be the grown-up Working on your plans Till you get bored completely numb So I stay stoned Missing California Wish I could stay with you again And not wake up To thirty two and snow Pretending to be grown And used to it And I say home Is wherever each day feels new I don't wanna make do Payin' off these loans Stuck in my head Should be in your bed Where I'm useful though