I Just Don't Know

I was the last born of a long line But time for change and reckoning Didn't talk much but my eyes were wide Just too young to take it in I heard the yelling from the living room Hidden secrets hard to keep I think I held my breath from the age of two Held by my sister until I sleep Easy come but not so easy when it goes How long do we have? I wanna know Like a stream, you watch it flow To the river as it grows, to the oceans under toe To the ethers ever-glow I don't know Didn't finish school I guess I got a clue Tried to break me down, bust me in two Not too blind to see what's right in front of me Too busy chasing down a destiny Easy come but not so easy when it goes How long do we have? I wanna know Like a stream, yeah, you watch it come and go To the river as it grows Easy come but not so easy when it goes How long do we have? I gotta know Like a dream, yeah, you watch it go To the river as it grows, to the oceans under toe To the ethers ever-glow I just don't know Where the time and heartaches go And I don't know But the road is long and the seats of life are so So I'm the last one of the family Still wide-eyed and wondering They say it's easy come, but not so easy when it goes How long do we have? I wanna know Like a stream, yeah, you watch it flow To the river as it grows Easy come but not so easy when it goes How long do we have? I gotta know Life's a dream now, you see it come and go To the river as it grows, to the oceans under toe To the ethers ever-glow To the river as it grows, to the oceans under toe To the ethers ever-glow I don't know I just don't know I don't know