Ken, I fucking hate you

Went to Hell but I got colder, got the Devil on my shoulder

All I ever wanted was to be older, now I wish I never even got much older than 14

That's when I changed, lost my dream and found my pain

Prayed to God to try and change what I felt inside my veins

My dad died but he left me a sister, I don't know why God didn't let him kiss her

Even now sometimes, I look at her picture

God I really fucking wish that we could take a picture

You were really great and you taught me a lot

Man I seen you in a dream and it was nice that we could talk

I won't ever let her not know how great you were

You were not my dad but I swear that you were

I remember when you sat me down

Said "Reizy, you cannot just keep on moping around"

Told me to let go, told me to forgive and you let me know that it is what it is

If you out there somewhere, I want you to know

That my life went somewhere, did it on my own

I won't end up nowhere, I won't be a clone

And again I thank you for all of the things that you have shown

To me, to my mother, I believe you were like no other

I'm on this side, you is on the other, we still go see where yo body covered

Hope I can see you again, you were one of my best friends

I remember when we played, your life brought mine so much change

I wrote this to let you know I let all of that pain go

I moved on and learned to grow, you'll always be in our souls