Sorrow bringer

Ken, I fucking hate you

I got a million problems, fuck bout a million followers

That shit won't help me with solving 'em, all of my thoughts I get lost in 'em

Don't know where I am, don't know where to go

The man that I am is not one I know

Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold

You hearing this now but this shit is old

I got a million problems, fuck bout a million followers

That shit won't help me with solving 'em, all of my thoughts I get lost in 'em

Don't know where I am, don't know where to go

The man that I am is not one I know

Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold

You hearing this now but this shit is old

Because when it's new and I'm feeling the weight of the things that I write

I don't wanna be judged

What do I do? I'm not healing the pain that I hate and I hide

Am I really enough? I never know and it scares me, I wish that I had the answers

I got this pain and it tears me, can't run away from the cancer

What I had made a mess of it, I know it's evident

I'm just a demon, don't tell me I'm heaven sent

I know the reaper is my only medicine

I don't like people, I know that I'm reticent

I cannot get out the loop till I'm dead again

I should of known you would leave me on read again

They at the door, I'm unsure if I let 'em in, if pain was a sport, I'm a letterman

Voices inside of my mind scream when I know I can't keep it inside

We had a flame, I can't keep it alive

Screaming your name until I don't like mine

Until I don't like myself, I can't look in the mirror

This message can't get any clearer, I'm just a mess, I'm a quitter

I'm so fucking bitter, I know that I'll never be with her