Ken, I fucking hate you

I'm convinced I don't exist, what the fuck is this?

And it's sad, cause to me, it's all making sense

Is bad that I see everything I missed?

I cannot go back so what's the point if I can never fix all the things that did that I still regret

But do I only feel regret because it made a mess?

Would I feel the same if everything slipped through the net

And I was the only one knowing I caused a wreck?

Too much thinking in my head, might go MIA

I be thinking when I'm dead, that I'll be okay

I be leaving shit on read don't what to say

Up I been fed with myself, will I see the day?

When I'm alright, I been fucking tripping bout this all night

Everything I've hidden needs a tall light

I been stacking up my issues since I saw light

Keep out, I know I'm violent, thoughts so loud it's blaring silence

I can't let you know what I did, I hope you won't ever find it

Leave me all alone I don't mind it, you can leave me with the pain I reside in it, I can't even lie, yeah I like it, I get a rush when I know that I'm finding it

I still got a soul so who buying? Let me name my price and I'm signing it

You don't wanna know what I'm hiding in my mind, I swear ain't no light in it