Ken, I fucking hate you

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine

Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry

It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous

I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

If I fall will you catch me? Wanna call but I know you hate you met me

I'm addicted, your love's deadly, I would drop it all for you, you won't let me

I'm so fucked, I can't hold on, no love, not from no one

If they do I won't fucking let 'em

What to do? I don't know I ain't fucking better

Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna hear that

I don't like the pain but I do when I feel that

I don't wanna stay with you and you fear that but it ain't my problem

All of yours, I can't solve 'em, numbers in my phone I don't call 'em

All of my emotions, I wall 'em, if it break

Imma snap, I don't really give a fuck

Gave her everything and lost her, I am not enough

I feel every pain I felt when I was growing up

Did wrong every single time that I opened up or tried

I'd cut out my eyes just to never see the light, I can't hide inside forever

I'm not Ken, I'M FUCKING DETMER

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine

Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry

It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous

I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine

Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry

It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous

I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless