Close Friends Story

I'm on your close friends story but you're not on mine And maybe we are close but I'm scared to cross that borderline You showed up in my dream last night, We were cruising down streets My feet up on the dashboard of your passenger seat I woke up different and I took it as a warning sign These feelings feel like dying Sixth-grade bottle rocket flying My brain's cruel way of trying to experiment But falling out of Friendship isn't a science Falling in other ways Is a ruthless virus You're too within reach for me to be okay with it I'm on your close friends story but you're Not on mine I laugh at all Your jokes in real life and online But I can't yet Still holding out hope for an antidote this time These feelings feel like dying Spaceship gravity defying My brain's cruel way of trying to experiment Mmm But falling out of friendship isn't a science What if I hit a replication crisis You're too within reach for me to be okay with it I wish I wasn't afraid of falling, I wish I wasn't afraid Well I wish I didn't see you as often, I wish I knew what to say I wish you wouldn't call me smart, I wish you wouldn't call at all I wish that around you I wasn't on my guard, Wish I could say that it's your fault I'm on your close friends story but you're not on Mine I play innocent as if this ache's some Kinda crime And I'm sick to my Stomach from the push and pull Sick of thinking of you, sick of crying wolf I'm done with low blows to my pride I'm on your close friends story but you're not on mine And maybe we are close but I'm scared to cross that borderline