Euphoria

Every woven inner moment in her movement

Was a miracle and begging to be held

When the world was a fairytale

Of hate and hell

And maybe more than happy to be fed

The nothing changes in my head

I'm still explaining things

I know I shouldn't have to ration out

I know I shouldn't have the rationale

But still

I'm addicted to euphoria

I'm addicted to the smell

I'm addicted to euphoria

I know you can tell

Every shape every size

Any day every night

I claim the right

Wasn't I supposed to come and conquer

Instead of hiding my face

Decorating the dirt

Wasn't I supposed to find her

Instead of hiding away

Just to get hurt

Happy ever after

Hide it away

A distant mirage

Too far away

A prison from God

But still

I'm addicted to euphoria

I'm addicted to the smell

I'm addicted to euphoria

I know you can tell

Every shape every size

Any day every night

I claim the right

Oh it's such a filthy thing

A body full of guilt and shame

And blowing through a wall of space and time

I just wanna feel alive

I just wanna feel sublime

And know you in the open air inside

Cause I'm addicted to euphoria

I'm addicted to the smell

I'm addicted to euphoria

I know you can tell

Every shape every size

Any day every night

I claim the right