The Starting Line

I've been torn in my mind

Always a little bit behind

Everyone's started to settle down

And I'm still at the starting line

I got scared and I left

Now I can't go back

She don't wanna trust me

'Cause I'm out of my head

I know it will be different this time

But I'll always be a messier design

I'm not of the simple kind

Always feeling like a stranger in this life

I learned from my missteps but try as I might

I'll never be (never be, never be) of the simple kind

I break all the rules

Act like a fool

As a traveler of the darkness

I discovered some truths

Yeah, I've never been so clean

I take apart everything

Everyone's goin' the same way

But I'm headed upstream

I'm the captain of my ship, flying blind

I'm always crossing some kind of line

'Cause I'm not of the simple kind

Feeling like a stranger in this life

I learned from my missteps but try as I might

I'll never be (never be, never be) of the simple kind

I'm the captain of this ship, flying blind

I'll always be a messier design

'Cause I'm not of the simple kind

Always feeling like a stranger in this life, hey

I've learned from my missteps but try as I might

I'll never be (never be, never be) of the simple kind