Mom, I hope you get this letter

Cause I’m still fighting just slowly getting better

See I miss when you said it’s forever

But now that your gone I’m tryna fight the pressure

And I still feel broke

I hope ya still close

Cause even though your gone I won’t lose hope

And I’m still following the same path that I chose

The one we always talked about I feel it the most

Cause you always said I’m truly gifted

And when I look back at pictures I’m sittin reminiscing

And I just graduated mom I hate you had to miss it

I hate you had to leave so early now ya further distant

Just wishing I was still a kid and things never changed

When I had no worries and there was no pain

Back when you were here you fixed everything

On to a new chapter but I really miss the old page

I need you back cuz I can’t find strength

People say it gets better but I still feel weak

and I’m still pushin just to find the real me

Mom if you can hear me please be reachin out to me

Cause I’m standin alone

I’m still standin on my own x2

I’m still standin alone

Cause I’m standin alone

I’m still standin on my own x2

I’m still standin alone

Mom just follow my ways cause

I know I’ve made many mistakes

But I still have pain and when you left things changed and I ain’t feelin the same

I miss them old times I miss them old days

When you were still here when life was still great

When I sat down eatin off ya dinner plate

We sit and laugh as you’d listen to the future goals that I have made

Cause I just need another minute

Another face to face convo

another visit

At least seeing you would bring me back to higher spirits

I’m doing everything I can ma sky’s the limit

I really hate feeling this weak

But I’m doing this for you so I’ll jump on my feet

As I keep pushing feelings till they get stuck underneath

I really miss you mom, I hope you’re resting in peace

I need you back cuz I can’t find strength

People say it gets better but I still feel weak

and I’m still pushin just to find the real me

Mom if you can hear me please be reachin out to me

Cause I’m standin alone

I’m still standin on my own x2

I’m still standin alone

Cause I’m standin alone

I’m still standin on my own x2

I’m still standin alone