If I Close My Eyes

I want this shit to be easy but I'm in love with her

She broke my heart into pieces I think I'm done with her

Can't shake the feeling I have I think I'm stuck with her

Like why you make me so mad I'm outta luck with her

You told me go and find love another way and now I get it

You said to let you go but I ain't ever think you meant it

I know this life a journey I been tryna fit you in it

But not the pain tears and heartbreak that comes with it

I always wonder why you thought you had to leave me 'lone

And I'd give anything for you to come pick up the phone again

Love when you need me just lemme take you home again

Cause when you leave me it makes me feel alone again

Yeah I'm scared of the hate

Scared of the lies

Afraid of the pain when I look into your eyes

Scared of the journey

Afraid of the ride

Scared that you won't tell me all the feelings that you hide

Would you love me

Would you trust me

Would you love me if I close my eyes

I'm scared to be honest

Afraid of the truth

Terrified of the feelings that I have for you

Afraid not to win

Scared that I'ma lose

Afraid not to try for you

Would you love me

Would you trust me

Would you love me if I close my eyes