It That Betrays

Barbed wire wrapped around my neck

I'm fighting but it's fighting back

My vision fades to black

As the devil pulls me back

Into this hell

Inside myself

It took so long for me to finally hit the ground

I always knew you wanted me to drown

Every time I stand up, you kick me down

Waiting for the embrace

Lay waste

Left in a hole beaten and bruised

I refuse to lie here weak

I will die a king who has no more self loathing to bring me down

Bring me down

You think you know what rock bottom looks like

I'll show you it's worse than you'll ever know

Try me motherfucker, I'll bury you