Monsters (feat. Aaron Gillespie of Underoath)

What a shame that the drugs wore off

Bite down just to feel more pain

Withdrawals in a parking lot

I should've called it off, I should've used my brain

But can you blame me for the shit in my head?

Like, god, I'm better off dead

I had a point but then I lost it

Whoa

So maybe all I have is paranoia

And I'm just tryna fill the void

Cheap fixes, paper thin, I'm one step from caving in, yeah

There's monsters in my head, I should've warned ya

Outta cash, needle on the dash

Only seeing red, god, I swear I'd rather crash

On my deathbed, I should've gone home

Take a deep breath, try to stand on my own

Hard luck

Shoulda gave a fuck 'cause I'm neck deep now in paper cuts

And it's rough, I don't need no crutch

I've got enough bad habits for the both of us

Whoa

So maybe all I have is paranoia

And I'm just tryna fill the void

Cheap fixes, paper thin, I'm one step from caving in, yeah

Is it the monsters in my head?

Monsters in my head

Monsters in my head

Monsters in my head

I don't even wanna talk about it

'Cause maybe I could never live without it

I need the feeling in my veins

Or I'll never be the same and you'll never know my name

So maybe all I have is paranoia

And I'm just tryna fill the void

So maybe all I have is paranoia

And I'm just tryna fill the void

Cheap fixes, paper thin, I'm one step from caving in, yeah

There's monsters in my head, I should've warned ya

Monsters in my head