Enough

I stay up watching city lights As the days turn into night I learned to take time taking time But now it stays even though I tried Start to question that I learned to cope I won't move, just leave me alone But now not moving's getting kinda old (Fuck) I stay up cuz the city's quiet No one cares if I waste my time I Sometimes feel like the whole world lies On my shoulders, give me peace of mind I don't care now that I don't know Even the slightest what the future holds But not moving's getting kinda old Getting kinda old Although I know I'll be better again When I'm in the moment It feels like the end Don't feel like sleeping I don't want to get up Even if I decide to do nothing Feel like I haven't done enough (You are) (Still here) (What do) (I feel) (I'll wait) (Now I) (Just waste) (The time) In my brain like a parasite That there's a low after every high I managed to overcome this many times Then why the fuck am I still terrified? The feeling that's really been hell Is I don't even recognize myself And the shitty weather doesn't help Getting kinda old I been trying to take good care Held on for isolation, then I fell Now I feel like time's running away Getting kinda old Although I know I'll be better again When I'm in the moment It feels like the end Don't feel like sleeping I don't want to get up Even if I decide to do nothing Feel like I haven't done enough Although I know I'll be better again When I'm in the moment It feels like the end Don't feel like sleeping I don't want to get up (Just waste) (The time)