Dead Ends

Why do I always do this Setting the bar way too high Now an ego's hurting Looks like I did it again Wasting teardrops on your couch in the middle of the night Asking for help Oh (And) you're so sweet telling me all I wanna hear, rock-steady Two green eyes, a wishing well, tryna make me happy But I'm just Craving pity hitting dead ends You know it I know it Swallow all these compliments Then ruin the moment And I'm so sick of myself Comparing myself To everyone I'm so sick of myself Watch me as I try to hit and run Whatever's in my way Is there a hole or something? That needs to be filled with a confidеnce Cause somehow his words seem to fall through Thе bridges are burned down and I was the fuel Always moving in retrograde Thought that I'd be wiser these days And you're so sweet saying the right things, soft in my ear My blue eyes are dragging you down, know it's been a rough year And I'm Craving pity hitting dead ends You know it I know it Swallow all these compliments Then ruin the moment And I'm so sick of myself Comparing myself To everyone I'm so sick of myself Watch me as I try to hit and run Whatever's in my way (I find something more to break) Oh oh Is it better if I just shut up Oh oh Cause I don't wanna mess this up I'm craving pity hitting dead ends Drag out all these compliments Then ruin the moment And I'm so sick of myself Comparing myself To everyone I'm so sick of myself Watch me as I try to hit and run Whatever's in my way