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If Only
R&B/Soul
If Only was released on June 30, 2023 by 1619783 Records DK2 as a part of the album Stfy
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AlbumStfy
Release DateJune 30, 2023
Label1619783 Records DK2
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM75

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Malik J. Coleman
Malik J. Coleman
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Valentin Stoye
Valentin Stoye
Producer

Lyrics

If only you knew
What was on my mind
I know you would question
If I'm feeling alright
Liquor got me heavy
Pop these pills to keep me going
Slurring all my words
These demons always take advantage
Lost my mind and my soul
I can't feel nothing at all
Who to call I'm all alone
S.O.S I need some help
So faded all the time
Only way to clear my head
Pop another pill
To kill these suicidal thoughts
Lost boy save my soul
This Hearts on ice
So I poured me up a fo
Exhaustion's,killing me
Drink away my days
Just I can't feel no pain
If only you knew
What was on my mind
I know you would question
If I'm feeling alright
Liquor got me heavy
Take these drugs to keep me going
Slurring all my words
These demons always take advantage
My minds in constant motion
Endless thoughts, so hard to focus
Point out the imperfections
All my flaws they leave me restless
Look deep in to the mirror
See someone I'm not impressed with
Reminded everyday
Just how fucked up I can be
Such a loner
In cold ass fucking world
It's full of snakes
Can't trust nobody but my girl
Even still
My life is in a whirl
Go through constant shit
Feel like I'm going explode
If only you knew
What was on my mind
I know you would question
If I'm feeling alright
Liquor got me heavy
Pop these pills to keep me going
Slurring all my words
These demons always take advantage
Written by: Malik J. Coleman
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