Better Off Alone?

I'm gettin' older but I still can't read a vibe Cause my world is on fire, but we're sayin' we're doin' fine I never thought I'd make it here past 25 Ooo but maybe I was just over thinking and wasting time Cause I don't wanna know If I'm better off alone? I'm so happy when I'm sad I make it up to deal Cause I just need to see What the hell it's supposed to mean So I can maybe make it better make it real That's just how I feel I think it over but I can't convince myself Corporation got a stake in mental health Steppin over stars to the colored lights Is the whole world gray or am I too Blind to the fact that I just make it harder Whenever I say that it's not Maybe I'm bein' stupid for bein' a martyr Maybe it's time that I stop Cause I don't wanna know If I'm better off alone? I'm so happy when I'm sad I make it up to deal Cause I just need to see What the hell it's supposed to mean So I can maybe make it better make it real That's just how I feel Cause I don't wanna know If I'm better off alone? I'm so happy when I'm sad I make it up to deal Cause I just need to see What the hell it's supposed to mean So I can maybe make it better make it real That's just how I feel